not a minor | they/them | genderfluid - aroace

── .✦ i am a slow and mood writer so i have no upload schedule, but i thank you for your patience. despite being a part of multiple fandoms, i feel more inclined to write about joongdok; i feel some sort of kinship with kim dokja so i tend to project onto kdj a lot, and i love pathetic/devoted yoo joonghyuk™ the most! i am a big fan of loving! but also horror / the weird and strange. :3i do not support genAI and believes it to be more harmful than not, therefore i do not consent any of my works to be fed to it. thank you. in relation to that, i'd like to say that you are the 'data center'. keep creating. let it be messy, let it be bad, let it be beautiful, let it be vulnerable, let it be yours.

💌 i'd like to extend my gratitude for your kind comments on my works, whether it's through your bookmarks or directly to my inbox. i always go back to them when i need grounding and motivation to write. your words make so much difference. ദ്ദി◝ ⩊ ◜.ᐟ
• that is to say, this is also a reminder to please be nice and/or respectful to fic writers in your comments or bookmarks. thank you.

here is a section of words of affirmations i received from people in regards to my writing. as a keepsake. for grounding. reminder. again, thank you. i love you, i love you, i love you.

words burn every time you write.
hi i just wanted u to know i love this fic so much u did so amazing writting this i love it ur doing so good oh my god. i had alot of fun reading this outloud as if i was reading an agonizing fairytale, thanks for writting this <3
That absolutely filled my heart with joy. You do not understand. Your writing evokes some crazy feelings of immense pain and wholesomeness. I was reading this during work and almost cried, I could feel the tears. God that line ‘At your best, especially at your worst.’ Where you aren’t sure what it means until the end. Adding ‘I love you’ to it makes it complete and then like opens your eyes. God I cannot, this is just wow wtf 😭 incredible i can’t describe it in any way. Too good to be true. I WILL be thinking about this for the next weeks. Thanks so much for writing this, keep doing what you are doing.
This is why I pay my internet bills. Every line, sentence, word in this fic js hits so hard to home that I actually cried 😭 this is an actual masterpiece, author, you're so inspiring. I hope u continue to make hits after hits like this<3
I've read entirely three of your fics so far, and I AM IN LOVE WITH ALL THREE OH MY GOODNESS THIS GOT ME IN MY FEELS. [...] LOVE THIS you don't even understand I'm physically wiggling with joy when I read these and that means something bc I'm a raging aroace who's unimaginably picky when it comes to fluff fics :P PLEASE KEEP WRITING OH MY GOSH I LOVE THESE (^^) LIVE LAUGH LOVE YJKxKDJ!!!
I love your writing !!!! I should be sleeping right now but it was all worth it even if i am going to be a zombie tomorrow. Thank you for creating this story, reading it felt like having all my unspoken emotions being put into words ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Your writing is incredible! Thank you for doing what you do and sharing your work here with us to love <333
im going to eat your writing i love this so much im putting it in my pocket for safe keeping forever im tucking it into the inner most corners of my heart omfg
This fic saved me and i wnat u to know it author-nim
I'm so happy I found your works like seriously I feel like I've been in a drought my whole life and just found an oasis TT Extra Kudos to you!! 🌀
I’m gonna say this is the best way possible. Every time I read this I drown in an ocean of bitter jealousy. You’re writing is absolutely beautiful, in ways I envy established authors when I read their works. This is absolutely wonderful and I need you to know that.
Miss, sir, Mx? My heart, you just just wrenched it out of my body violently, then craddled it as you pet it and soothe it while singing a lullaby I seemed to have forgotten. This is the purest depiction of love I've seen in my whole life! It feels like you yanked the curtains that blinded my soul to such beauty and pure love that I didn't know could have existed, as soft as a mother's caress and as blinding as the sun. I don't think I can function like how I was before I read not just a fic, but this masterpiece of art as this piece of fiction, no not fiction, because this love does exist, as this piece made and molded thought a pure vision of love for the notion of love and those two characters that suffered for lifetimes. This is what omniscient reader's viewpoint end is about. It's about finding the right ending and the right ending is your own depiction of what love is. This love is the type of love you imagine while young and not bitter, as a mentioned just pure love and devotion. And such love could only describe our reader and his protagonist relationship. This piece of art is good it hurts and makes you rethink your whole reality and I can proudly say that the bitter person that read this doesn't exist anymore and you wrote this revelation. I'm currently crying due to the pureness you seem to have enveloped the characters with, so please don't mind any grammar mistake since I have been blinded by both tears and the love emanating from my phone.
you were able to make me taste the words. you forcefully fed me these sharp knives. it looked like you tightly gripped the reader's jaw and forcefully opened their mouth to shove these distasteful flavors but indeniably had something to alter their brain chemistry with.
your writing is majestically grotesque. a gold smeared with blood but still gold anyway.
sunspilled my GOAT bro.. I genuinely love your work so much they way you write YJH makes me giggle and kick my feet at how helpless he is. PLEASE never stop writing(unless you really start to hate literature ig) your fics are genuinely so gooddddfddjgbdhgdgyahhuauhhuhghjnahahajajh. Anyway, have a GOATED day. (LET ME KUDOS LET ME KUDOS AO3 PLEASE THERES A NEW CHAPTER LET ME DO IT BRO PLEASE I BEG OF YOU AO3 JUST LET ME LEAVE KUDOS AGAIN).